Thursday, 2 January 2020

My new year resolutions and some for you too.

Hey everyone, I hope you all had a great Christmas and it wasn't too stressful. So it's a brand new year and time to make all those resolutions that will most probably fail if your anything like me, however, it's still good to have some ideas and at least try to stick to them. 

Thursday, 19 December 2019

My lonely existence.

My lonely existence.

I burst into tears again last night completely by myself my partner was at work, my son was asleep, nobody was replying to my text messages, so I had absolutely nobody to turn to. Over the last few days, I've come to realise how lonely I am, sure I've got family I can call upon when I need to have a quick chat, but even then I feel like I'm a complete burden and all they can say is "yeah, well your be okay, I've got to go" that's it it's not exactly a comforting conversation is it and I hang up the phone feeling even worse about myself than I already do.

Wednesday, 18 December 2019

Social anxiety sucks, but here are some ways to handle it

I can't tell you how much social anxiety affects my life, it's a constant fear always on my mind 24 hours a day. Every social situation, every time I go to the shops, every time I make a phone call, every time I step out of my house its the most awful thing and it makes me very isolated. I'd much prefer to stay home in my own little bubble away from the rest of the world, however, when I am I'm lonely and very sad it's a no-win situation. I want to have an actual social life, but I just cannot make an effort and socialise. 

Tuesday, 17 December 2019

My crochet Handbags plus my etsy store links.

My crochet Handbags plus my etsy store links.

Its no secret now that I love to crochet, I'm utterly obsessed and love nothing more than to sit down with a nice hot cup of tea, watch some TV or because you know I love to be spooked, I'll watch a creepy film as they somehow relax me hopefully I'm not alone in that 😂😂 and try to crochet up a storm. 

Monday, 16 December 2019

5 things anxiety makes me afraid to say

So I don't know about any of you, but do you ever find yourselves desperate to say something and its literally on the tip of your tongue but all of a sudden that big wave of anxiety comes crashing through your brain and you start to sweat, shiver, mumble, fiddle with something, bite your lip or feel as if you need to just run away and not look back???

Friday, 13 December 2019

40 things that people might not know about me.

40 things that people might not know about me.

I've been debating whether or not to write this post because I'm not sure any of you are gonna bother reading this, I'm really not that interesting :)  but because you hardly know me at all yet I've decided to write this post anyway, and have come up with 40 facts about myself. 

My Handmade Crochet blankets with links to my Etsy store

I find crochet extremely therapeutic, because I suffer anxiety I'm constantly on edge, crochet helps me calm down and forget all the tiniest, insignificant things that practically ruin my life every single day. I've been crocheting for many years now however, it's only been the last few months that I've started to take it much more seriously. I've created all sorts of things like handbags, scarves, clothing, coasters and also blankets, which I'm going to share with you in this post.